The mystic feeling.

09 Apr 2011 2 Comments

by surabhi007 in Uncategorized

The crowd howled in chorus as the curtain opened up to showcase the most awaited dance performance by our college’s prominent dance group. A troupe of 12 people dressed alike with perfect co-ordination followed  one stud dancer in the middle of the group who was outstanding in the whole group. I was busy gaping at their flawless performance when my gaze stuck at a girl sitting diagonally in a row just in front of my seat. She was constantly looking at the right most corner of the stage . In a moment or two I realised that her beau is one among those 12 and is positioned in the back row at right corner of the stage.

I smiled as I saw her mystic smile. Her love filled gaze accompanied by a soft grin made me stare her more. {Oh C’mon! Stop doubting my orientation. Its just the reason behind her expressions that hold my attention for a while. Thats it.:P } Her eyes dilated at different moments of the dance performance. Fingers of her hands were entwined together, her ‘lost-in-you’ expression made me feel the tinge of the charm for a while that she was sensing every second. I could read the every bit of the beauty of her love for him on her face, in her expressions.

Her expressions triggered my thoughts/beliefs about what you call – LOVE. Don’t know from where to start or where to end about it. I am simply pouring down whatever comes in my mind whenever I think about it/or feel it.

Love doesn’t set the boundaries to restrict your actions/freedom but yeah it itself is kind of beautiful trap charmed with a spell. The spell keeps you charged up for whole day and night, something that inspires you to grow and prosper, to be positive about life and yourself. It introduces to you with new horizons of aims and fun. Its the inspiration and a reason of celebrating little moments of day-to-day life.  It is not a burden of responsibility of a person in your life, instead it is the source of  inner ecstasy when you share, when you do something for the other. It is insanity for good, its innocent, it is wild, it is full of unexpected possibilities, it is exploring ourselves. It is most trustworthy Anti Aging drug. It is  attaching ourselves to the lyrics of our favourite track amid the chaos of the crowd.  It is ….ummm…chuck it!!! ^-^

Love is about living such little moments with a charm. I want to feel this charisma for like whole through out my life. May be this is just a fairy tale imagination that I fantazise  as a young lady . I don care about it being equivalent to miracle as it does happens and thats what is the significance of its existence. And magnetic sense/imagination of falling in love is what keeps me disinterested in its distorted forms  and  await for it to happen in the best possible (genuine) way (and that is what turns me romantic at times which leads to such write ups:P:P ).  For me its a drug strong enough to keep me intoxicated for whole through out my life. Apparently, I am not unaware with the fact that nothing is forever. So definitely relations may not be for forever but their essence can. I started just to describe her experession but got diverted and jumped on my ideologies about feelings.I can write endlessly over it – the dark and the bright sides of love, the eerie shade of it, the beautiful it and yet would fail to give the exact description about it. I stop my pen here.

P.S : 1) If you are in love, I wish I could see your expression while reading this.

2) If you are totally out of it, I am sorry for making you read something so cheesy.

3) *Bow* for  Anna Hazare

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